what do i want

i wish i knew what i wanted.

i want a new boyfriend. i want an end to this purgatory in which we're stuck. i want to move on.

i want companionship. i want someone to talk to, to watch movies with, to go places with, to cuddle, to sleep with.

i want luke. i want to do those things with him. i want midnight drives down fisk road to smoke a blunt and listen to music and talk. i want nights on the couch in his basement vaporizing and watching a movie. i want what i have.

but i want more than what i have.

but i don't want to date luke. what's the point?

but i do want a real boyfriend.

but i don't want a new boyfriend.

i wish i knew what i wanted.

i want to go to nyc for the summer. i want to get away from ct.

but i want to see luke.

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you say i only hear what i want to i dont listen hard, i dont pay attention to the distance that you're running to anyone, anywhere i dont understand if you really care i'm only hearing negative no no no no

photography. postal service. coloring books. rocky horror picture show. freaks and geeks. coca cola. james bond. RENT. singing. myspace. emo boys. slc punk. third eye blind. ska shows. fruitsnacks. garden state.

lying, cheating, drugs

clark gable-the postal service
bend and not break-dashboard confessional
title and registration-death cab for cutie
cute without the "e"-taking back sunday
motorcycle driveby-third eye blind
swimming upstream - ra
existentialism on prom night - straylight run